Nightmares
I’ve been awake for about an hour now. I find myself always awake around this time, but I haven’t had a dream like the one I had in years. I woke up crying. It’s crazy how realistic it feels, while dreaming all I could think of was waking up. Now that I’m awake, I can’t go back to fucking sleep. I’m in need of cuddling. Haha **sigh
This morning will be better. Although this nightmare was horrible , it reminded me that I shouldn’t let someone that’s so important to me ever go without him knowing how much I actually love him. I plan to call him in a few hours and perhaps have breakfast ? Hopefully.
For now I really need to snap out of this. Being up at this time creeps me out. I need to be up shortly anyways. My sleeping schedule refuses to be normal…
